a hidden place

i'm blank again today. can't sleep, can't eat, can't describe. i have very little focus and even less motivation. i can usually write myself out of my uneasiness. but when i get in this certain mood, i'm at a complete loss. i could literally just sit and stare at the wall and think. i'm not myself, just kind of floating and pointless. i don't know what brings this on, and i don't know what to do with myself.