all the things she said running through my head

life is so good!

i bought my mom's car. i'm really enjoying work. i've got a new.. friend!

pretzel m&m's are the best things ever. but they're gonna be the death of me.

:D

that's me

(except not a pineapple)

i strap shoes on my feet dedededede

so far, this summer has been AWESOME.

i get to hang out with my best friend all the time

i get to see lots of my other friends

and make some reaaally cool new ones

i get to see my family

i get to go to QT approximately five times a day

i get to lay out by my pool whenever i want

i get to have a job that makes me smell good

where's the flaw?

oh wait. there's not one.

still lou lou mae

fourteen years old, runnin through a briar patch

right now i'm having pretty strong feelings for the countryside.

i ache for the freshness in the air, and the smell of wet dirt after rain.

the breeze, and the feeling of freedom that comes from that place.

it makes me think of my family's old cabin in show low.

with all the land to ride the four-wheelers on, and our tree house that we used as a paintball fort. we'd ride horses. we had hammocks, and a family pinewood derby. there was a beautiful, old barn.

there was always a sense of infinity on the horizon. like i could run forever through the trees and never have to stop.

i hope for a place like this in my future.

well hellooo!

oh sawyer.

you are so manly, and so muscle-y. i like your southern accent. and your eyes. and your hair. and your scruff. i like when you wear glasses. and even though you have a bad attitude sometimes, you're hot.

oh jack.

i like you. you are a doctor. and you are the leader. i like it when you get all intense. and i especially like you this season. you have really come into your own, doctor shephard. and i like your tattoos. and even though you used to hit the bottle pretty hard, you are a real man now, and you are hot.

remember how i should have been evangeline lily?

like a feather

hey guys guess what. i'm okay. in fact, i am much better than okay.

i am great!

things in arizona are finally falling into place.

i love being able to hang out with my bestfriend alllll the time.

i lucked out BIG TIME and got a job within a week of searching, at bath & bodyworks!

aaand i've been listening to lots of country music this week... :)

with or without you

life can be hard.

sometimes we have to make insanely difficult choices.

and then listen to lots of death cab and something corporate songs.

and maybe even cry yourself to sleep a few times.

but you have to push through.

trust in yourself, and in the Lord.

and just have faith that it's going to be okay.

it doesn't mean i don't love you.

serious?sirius.

welllp my utah era has ended. i'm back in az and it's kind of a weird thought. it still hasn't hit me yet. the thing that's given me the greatest sense of the permanence of this move has been unpacking all my books and dvds. big step, right?

i've been watching a harry potter movie every night since i've been here. i heart ron weasley.

and i dislike unpacking.

expecto patronum.

aloveletterforyou

oh my goodness. these are too sweet for words.

already somebody's baby

i'd just like to reiterate my love for the O.C.

i'm now on season two and my goodness, it just keeps getting better. sandy cohen is one of my favorite characters of all time. i have a weird kind of older gentleman crush on him. gross?

i still love seth. he provides great comic relief for the show.

another one of the o.c.'s wonderful qualities is the awesome music that's on the show. the episode i watched tonight had elliott smith's "twilight" (nothing to do with vamps). i loved it, although the end of this episode alluded to marissa becoming a lesbitron with alex. not judging. especially since ryan is engaging in some form of incest, be it biological or no.

coming around again. copeland

(carly simon cover)

"my nana takes her wig off when she's drunk..."

"your nana and i have that in common."

(for you, natalli)

peach, plum, pear. joanna newsom

i'm moving home in a week and a half. i can't believe how fast this is coming. it will be weird. i need to redecorate my room. it's pretty much as my 18 year old, senior in high school self left it. i've tried to de-clutter it the last couple times i've been there, but it still needs work. i'd like a poster like this.

or this.