3.17.2009

greengreengreen

i'm on a crazy spongebob kick. i feel ridiculous. today was lovely outside. it was nice to see so many people outside, and it was funny to see how many people on campus were wearing green.
i ran into a friend from last semester at school today. she told me how she's getting married in june and i nearly cried. and there are like five girls in my ward who are getting married too. don't get me wrong, i'm happy for all of my friends and acquaintances who are married or engaged or are in relationships... but at the same time, it just reminds me that i'm not any of those things. or even close. i'm sincerely terrified that i'll never get married. i don't know... it's just something that i think about. a lot. to the point that it keeps me up at night.

4 comments:

Kris said...

emma dear, don't worry about that. lets just focus on how lucky we are to live next door to each other and how tasty diet coke is, okay?

jess dixon said...

Emma, I'm 21 and haven't dated anyone seriously in like 2 years. Now...doesn't that make you feel better about yourself?

Mikhael said...

Let's be Mormon nuns together.
What do you say?

Love Cami. said...

oh my gosh, dont even worry! crazy girl... you just do your thing and mr right will come along. i've had this talk many times with my sister who's worrying about this and is still in high school... it's this dang religion. you are young and amazing and for some reason we mormons get married super young when really it's okay to not be married and 21! 28 even! it freaks me out sometimes seeing all these youngens get married. (i say that like i wasnt one of them :))