smells like dye

i often feel as though my mind is just a blank page. though tonight, as i was chatting with an old friend, i realized that its not blank, just covered so much with different thoughts that it's all blackened out. something like the following, perhaps:

i hate this i hate this i love you i love you please find yourself and do whats right and come back for me

and then some simpler, easier to decipher thoughts. like how i need to go to bed soon because i have asu orientation tomorrow, and how my room is a mess.

either way. they're thoughts, and that's a helll of a lot better than feeling blank and numb.

tonight was really fun, we went to the robert plant and alison krauss concert and it was very good. i want to hang out with robert plant because he's really, really cool. spencer says that he (robert plant) is one of two mortals who have the ability to "take chuck norris" (for the other, youtube "techno viking." ohh my goodness).  incidentally, a fan climbed onstage during the encore and was hastily mauled by security. it was cool.