make a plan, carve it into stone.

i hardly ever sleep now! geeez. it's rough being a night owl.

so here's something big. i'm seriously considering changing all my current plans and going to utah in the fall. i made pros and cons lists for both asu and byu, and it's really looking like byu is the way i'm gonna go. i really wish i had realized this sooner, but i wasn't making my decisions for the right reasons, and when i was applying for byu and praying about it, the whole time i said, "if i get accepted to byu i'll go." well i got accepted and made the choice not to. but i think i need this change. there's probably more opportunity for me in utah, considering where i know i need to be (and want to be) in my life. so i'll have decided for sure within a week. i'm actually getting really excited, thinking about it. just going away and being able to start fresh, not knowing anyone, and not having a reputation following me around. but i DON'T want to be one of those girls who gets married right away. ewww! i guess that's why they call it ewtah. haha.

i'm in bright eyes now! i listened to all my brand new today. it was a goood day musically, and otherwise.

OH! and i saw dear erin, she's back from california and awesome as ever! we watched harry potter three while sitting in chairs at wal mart and i bought brenden a thermos-it was vinyl (maybe?) and red! with a cup built RIGHT IN!!!